I got...

I got my first Twilight shirt!!!! I was so happy i almost cried...

As time goes by...

As time goes by, I wonder if things will ever get better, but I also know that I won't so why bother with trying to fit in and stop trying to impress people who don't matter. I live my life my way, no matter how bad it gets i won't try it your way. I live by my rules and that is why I have decided that Twilight is a tad bit disappointing....not the book the movie. I still like the movie but it was a little not put together...and i was mad because they changed lines or did stuff in weird places or when something happened it wasn't in the right place. I hated the accident because it was as important as it was in the book....

BAM!!!!!!

HEY!!!! I've been totally preoccupied lately....AND I've been thinking about, you know it, Twilight!!!!!!! Lately, I've been thinking constantly about how perfect Edward is and why I love him so much.....He is such a sexy beast!!!!!! I have these awesome shoes they are converse that come all the way up to my knees and I was like " If Edward walked in right now, he would totally come and talk to me about my shoes..." and all my friends laughed at me BUT I know he would totally like my shoes.... They are AWESOME!!!!!!!! God, He is so freakin' Perfect!!!!

Ummm.....

Well what's up people? I am so totally bummed right now and i know this kinda goes against grain but I don't really want to talk about Twilight.... Don't get me wrong, I still love Twilight COMPLETELY, but I just don't want to talk about it today. I don't really know what I want to talk about.....*thinking*........ Ummm, I'm going to a Winter Ball with a boy that everyone hates. Is that exciting enough? Ok so, he likes this Girl but she won't give him the time of day, so I told him I would ask her to the dance for him but she already had a date so I told him I would go with him... I know, What was I thinking? I was thinking that If i could possible make someone elses life better, that I was going to...because my life is as screwed up and complicated as it gets... AND I just dont want anyone else to feel this bad ever... Do I care that people are going to make fun of me? No. Do I care that My reputation with be trashed? What reputation! I just want him to feel better than I do....

*~ Derpressed ~*

OMG!!!!! Twilight!!!! Again!!!!!!

I just watched Twilight for the second time and it was so aweome!!!!! I was hyperventalating through-out the whole movie... the first time it was a private party for Megan my friend and I told everyone to be quiet but i was the loudest... I was screaming and squealing and hyperventilating and yelling at the screen!!!!! but it was so freaking awesome i would watch  it over and over again if i had the money but i dont so i had to settle for twice, only....disappointing i know but i might live, maybe if your lucky.... i know how much you love reading my blog....yeah only one person Megan....oh well i need to get this out or i might explode! Rob patterison did a better Edward than i thought he would... I still think they could have found someone better but he was good too.... Kristen Stewart did aa good ob to and they may have been able to find a better one but he was good to... i was happy with the rest of the cast except they didnt fit the book discription, The cullens were al really good picks and jacob and billy but i had a different view of charlie.... i thought the movie over-all was pretty good but i've seen better filming it was really, i dont know but it was okay over-all.... OH YEAH when Emmett was waving at Bella with the knife, hilarious! and in the Port angeles Cafe, when Edward (Rob) said "I feel very protective of you," I about had a an epilepsy seizure....when he saved her from the guys OMG almost had a stroke....I was a little disappointed when he saved her from the van that was not a very good one.....but you win some you lose some! ANd they didnt put one fo my favorite parts in1!! i was so ticked!!! They left out the part where she faints in biology and Edward carries her i LOVED that part......

Totally Obsessed!!!

I am like so obsessed with Twilight the movie!! Every time I see a preview I end up on the flooran inch away from the tv shrieking and squealing... and I saw the movie guide at school and I like flipped out in the middle of math class It was really embarressing but I dont care... I mean, It's Twilight!!!!!!

Nothing Really...

I don't really have anything to say but...Edward is the sexiet beast in the world!!!!! and I love Stewie...

Names...

There's this girl I go to school with and she thinks she knows everything there is to know about the Cullens. But she doesn't. She miss pronounces like all of their names except Edwards... Gosh it makes me so mad!!!!

Oh yeah, Its really bad at school because us girls fight about who gets Edward while we are changing IN the locker room. Like I'll be sitting there In my bra, and we'll start argueing. Its terrible.

Breathing...

You know how vampires don't have to breathe? Well I feel like I can't and it's rather uncomfortable...How did Edward do it???

Halloween!!!

It is halloween, it is halloween... j/king j/king but i'm at my friend Valerie Marie's house with Carrie, Sam, Valerie, Brian(Valerie's daddy and my friend), and me! Its awesome!!! We are going to watch scaryyyy movies and try to terrify ourselves all night with random breaks to egg peoples houses(: fun fun i know (you know Edward would egg people's houses with his family, he is that cool!!!!) so i will post again laterrrr^^

oh and valerie loves you all!!

What if...

What if Bella had moved back with Renee? Where would Edward be???!

Time

Alone today
you left tomorrow
you came back yesterday
and left your sorrow

Crying now
I died before
seeing later
I could have done more

I'm in love!!!

I am like sooo in love with Edward Cullen! Its bad, I am like totally obsessed with him but he's just so perfect. Dang he's fine!!

Dreaming...

So like I had a dream about Edward last night... it was pretty awesome. We were walking somewhere and he grabbed my hand and said, "Come on, we're going to be late." And i said, "Late for what?" and he grinned his crooked grin and said, "You'll see..." weird I know but I was just happy it was about Edward!!!

I wish...

I wish I could be observant. And perceptive...well I am actually perceptive but I still wish I could put what I feel and think into words that didn't make me sound like I was in the 3rd grade. See what I mean? This is not how an educated 8th grader should be writing.

WOW....

I had a breakthrough today about everything. I mean wow! I was thinking and I decided that I don't care if people don't like me because its their problem not mine. And I think if someone wants to say something to me they need to say it to my face because I'm tired of people talking behind my back. I know this isn't related to twilight but I needed to write this down.

Grrrr....

I'm so mad today. Like when Bella went to Jacob's and she wasn't supposed to, in Eclipse, and Edward was so mad. I'm that mad and It really sucks I like really want to hit someone or something. I got so mad I almost started crying in the hall and then I cussed at my friends for no reason...it was bad...

Random...

OMFGsh!!! I just finished 2 really awesome books! Ok, so it wasn't as good as the Twilight Books but they were pretty good... I read so much its like not even funny!Actually its kind of pathetic... I mean if you think about it. But I don't, I spead most of my time thinking about Edward Cullen. He is absoulutley the best Boyfriend/fiance/husband/father/vampire ever!!!! Ok, he's just the best!!!!

Emmett Cullen...

Hi!!! So I was driving with my sisters and I saw this guy. He had broad shoulders and big arms, Brown curly hair, short. WHen I saw him, the first thing that went through my mind was "Emmett Cullen,"... the sedond thing was "Why can't I ever see Edward?" Yeah I know, pretty pathetic but seriously , He's soooo hott!!!! I would marry him, he's that fine...

Edward Cullen...

I am in love with Edward Cullen! I have a serious problem, I'm always thinking about him and god he's fine!!!! I love all the Twilight books; I've read each of them like 17 times and I just can't get over how perfectly awesome Edward is. He's the perfect guy...

My First Time...

Ok, so it's not what it sounds like. I mean, this is my first time blogging...but I have to thank my awesome friend who helped me set this thingy up, so thanks, Yoda... I love you!!!