I got...

I got my first Twilight shirt!!!! I was so happy i almost cried...

As time goes by...

As time goes by, I wonder if things will ever get better, but I also know that I won't so why bother with trying to fit in and stop trying to impress people who don't matter. I live my life my way, no matter how bad it gets i won't try it your way. I live by my rules and that is why I have decided that Twilight is a tad bit disappointing....not the book the movie. I still like the movie but it was a little not put together...and i was mad because they changed lines or did stuff in weird places or when something happened it wasn't in the right place. I hated the accident because it was as important as it was in the book....

BAM!!!!!!

HEY!!!! I've been totally preoccupied lately....AND I've been thinking about, you know it, Twilight!!!!!!! Lately, I've been thinking constantly about how perfect Edward is and why I love him so much.....He is such a sexy beast!!!!!! I have these awesome shoes they are converse that come all the way up to my knees and I was like " If Edward walked in right now, he would totally come and talk to me about my shoes..." and all my friends laughed at me BUT I know he would totally like my shoes.... They are AWESOME!!!!!!!! God, He is so freakin' Perfect!!!!

Ummm.....

Well what's up people? I am so totally bummed right now and i know this kinda goes against grain but I don't really want to talk about Twilight.... Don't get me wrong, I still love Twilight COMPLETELY, but I just don't want to talk about it today. I don't really know what I want to talk about.....*thinking*........ Ummm, I'm going to a Winter Ball with a boy that everyone hates. Is that exciting enough? Ok so, he likes this Girl but she won't give him the time of day, so I told him I would ask her to the dance for him but she already had a date so I told him I would go with him... I know, What was I thinking? I was thinking that If i could possible make someone elses life better, that I was going to...because my life is as screwed up and complicated as it gets... AND I just dont want anyone else to feel this bad ever... Do I care that people are going to make fun of me? No. Do I care that My reputation with be trashed? What reputation! I just want him to feel better than I do....

*~ Derpressed ~*